Start Time: 5:38a

I would like to begin with a warning:

I have yet to sleep and am quite nervous about flying for the first time in my entire nineteen years. 

For those who know me, I often write any and all random thoughts in an attempt to waste time, but I think I should get some facts about myself down first. So, ladies and gentlemen, here is the beginning of what should be a fascinating lesson. Also, this is a fad that I seem to be giving into, so I hope this post proves fascinating enough. Here it goes...

I am always nervous.

I curl my toes because I was once told it was cute. It stuck.

I never wear matching socks.

I am allergic to dairy, bees, many soaps and lotions, perfume, and various other life necessities.

I went through a stage wear I only wore hooded sweatshirts and jeans.

I have a very large head, literally. A hat is rarely made that can embrace it entirely.

I love to peel my nails.

I have quit peeling my nails.

If I could spend every moment in silence I would, if only to fully take in everything around me.

I could use more hypo-allergenic lotion in my life.

I like to sing more than people like to hear me sing.

I am to optimism as eyeliner is to the emo.

I aspire to be a psychologist.

I have been involved in 3+ fist fights.

I can make myself cry.

I care about what others think of me.

I once wrote an entire paper on broccoli.

Sometimes I wonder if my shoulder was ever really that injured, or if my surgeon simply wanted money.

I have learned never to hate, but simply to turn the other way.

I have never kept a best friend for more than 2 years.

I know a person's insecurities simply by looking at them.

I used to be the Grace to somebody's Will.

I question my religion a lot more lately than ever before.

I was born at Pointe Memorial Hospital in San Diego.

If I could move to San Diego right now, I would.

I love riding in trains.

I don't care for my things as I should because I know they can be replaced.

I can be a bit of a hypochondriac.

I never liked highschool.

I wish I knew more...about anything.

I come off as eager but I am simply excited to still be breathing.

My mother is like me but shorter and more excited about life.

I have no money.

My least favorite part of drawing/sketching/painting is having to finish it...I feel like it ruins it.

I am entirely too insecure.

I have a deep love for Billie Holiday.

I fear the day that I cannot say "when I grow up..."

I want three more tattoos. 

I have always thought that one day I would become a famous performer.

I resent my childhood.

My favorite color is purple. Sometimes.

If I could be any animal I'd be a turtle.

I stereotype all hospital employees as characters from Scrubs.

I wish I spoke Spanish better.

My mom made me a baby blanket when I was 14.

I don't remember what happened yesterday.

I am in a constant "honeymoon period" until I am forced to see your imperfections.

I have a half sister named Samantha Rose Perchez and a half brother named Caleb Curtis DelaCruz.

I have a grandma who believes in ghosts and tattoos her eyebrows.

My mom almost named me Candy Dulce. Aka I was almost a stripper.

I miss random people.

I dislike people for random reasons.

I like to speak with random strangers.

I have never broken a bone.

I can't touch my tongue to my nose.

I hate the smell of spit.

I could live on Chipotle rice.

I am Hawaiian but have never been there.

My family is famous in Norway (look up Bergie Bergeson, he is my greatx4 grandfather)

I am Mexican, Filipino, Norweigen, Hawaiian, and Scottish.

Chicano Studies made me resent America...a lot.

I become socially awkward around socially awkward people.

I have a list of Things to Do Before I'm 30.

My first love was named Knoxx but he moved to Canada when we were 8. 

I have more relatives than the number of citizens in many U.S. towns. 

I don't particularly enjoy bands whose lead singers have whiney voices.

I like drive-ins.

I like broccoli.

I wish I had more opportunities to write in an artistic sense.

I can't wait to succeed.

I have given myself no choice but to attain every goal I set for myself.

I just can't wait to live.

I have no regrets.

I am finally who I have wanted to be for a long time.

I love until I am given a reason to feel otherwise.

I am ready.