Wisdom

Someone has recently coached me in the ways of happiness, someone who is wonderfully close to me. She is also quite similar to me in a number of ways, and was able to verbalize my theories but in words all her own, and I have since been enlightened to her wisdom. She was right, terribly so, and I am more than ready to take those steps toward making my own hapiness.

Also, I have butterflies in my stomach :] I had the cutest, most non-descript moment of life (or of the past two weeks or so) today, and I am glad to say that it has led to what may be an even cuter adventure ahead. I'm not giving any details for fear of jinxing or getting ahead of myself, but I must at least say how unbelievably giggly I am. Michelle knows what that means. haha

The friend dilemma has been solved. On a sidenote, I've never known how to spell dilemma. Dilema. Dilemna. Dillemma. Dillema. But I must digress. The friendship [problem] I had previously spoke of has been cleared of my mind. I have come to realize that I have been toiling over it's success just as I had in the past and there is really no point. I cared for that friend deeply, but he/she has become my new Tommy, and that isn't something I'm looking for. It hurts to let them go, but; Goodbye, it was great while it lasted.

The family, well, is the same. I don't understand why I am so often compelled to update on their behavior when they are merely a people of cycles, adhering to a monotonous agenda of happiness, anger, tension, forgiveness...and around again. So, I will only say that they are all in fine health.

Until another time, I will leave with......

1. I miss you Michelle-y.
2. Thank you Bryana :]
3. Kami, I have been more selfish than ever lately. You would be proud!
4. I am still distancing myself, but I have accepted it.
5. Work is getting better and better. And better.
6. I am not a robot, but a woman on a mission.
7. I want to go swimming.
8. I get paid in mere days.
9. I am still learning, despite my lack of a class schedule.
10. My arthritis is a beezy, but I'm learning to live with my disease.


"I love you more"